Bumming....

I think I need a harder heart or something. I am missing the gene that helps me not care when someone hurts me. Although it might be interntional it still hurts me. I haven't learned how to not be hurt.

I can do without phone calls and messages cause I know we're all busy. Just touching base with me is nice and my closest ones are great for that. It's when I plan on something or do something and then I have it not matter to them that I get hurt.